I want to keep you in my silence and hold my words from hurting you. I remember the times we've spent together, the ups and downs, the sleepless nights, both, the torrid and the sad. I hope you understand, and we can be friends, and laugh it off someday. But I could as well take your hatred and resentment if it makes you feel any better.
It's a simple no, a peaceful closure, one last kiss to our dreams and hopes. I know I could pretend and stay a little longer but I believe in your strength. I believe you'll find someone and the longer it takes for me to leave the longer you'll keep her waiting.
Will I miss you? Do you even need to ask? After all we've been through it feels wrong it was me who gave up at last. But it's ok, change is good, life goes on.
Empty words, I know, I've been there, and nothing they say will make sense at first. In time you'll see what they mean; One day at a time, plenty of fish in the sea, it was all for the best. Lets take time to heal our wounds and wave good-bye, and smile. As long as we have tomorrows there's hope that we'll see better days.
I wish you could see yourself through my eyes: All I see is this strong willed man who can achieve everything he sets his mind to, who is worth the joy, the tears and love of a woman.
Don't undermind the chance of a clean slate, the time you now have to pamper yourself, the oportunity of reinvention.
As for me, as I leave I feel greatful for the memories, the lessons, the love, the good and the bad. Bear in mind I will always have a friendly hand to lend you. I leave with no grudges or fears, for I know good things await the both of us.
I've made my mind, and it's time to leave.
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